"...I'm sorry a million times over."-Fallen to Waterstreak
Name: Fallenkit Fallenpaw Fallenstream Fallenstar
Age: 34 Moons
Lives Left: 9
Bloodline: 100% Riverclan
Nicknames: None yet
Voice: Deep, Smooth
Base Coat: Black
Eye Color: Lapis blue
Build: Bulky, Brawny
Quirks: twitches whiskers when annoyed, flicks tail when happy
Likes: Swimming, Peace, Sunlight
Dislikes: Higher ranks, Fighting, Killing
Biggest Fear: Fear of being controlled
Scars: One long one wrapping around back
The moment he was born, his mother thought that was made for something greater, that he would grow up to become absolutely amazing, and she thought that he was originally a Starclan cat that came back to save her, hence his name, Fallen. HIs father, however, was a respected warrior, and was sweet to the rest of his clanmates, but he was awful to him, his father hated him, he wanted him dead, and with his status, he almost got away with it. One night his parents went out for a stroll, and his mother killed his father, as well as herself. His beloved mother had died, and it was all because of his father, and his power, after that, he hated the higher ups, he despised them with a burning passion. He worked his hardest once he became an apprentice, and he still works as hard as he possibly can for his clan. During the reign of Bucknight he found the perfect time to kill one of his most hated clanmates, waterstreak, setting up the perfect plan. He went on patrol with the tom, once they were near the Thunderclan border, upstream, he killed the tom after the tousle and tossed him in the water, ready to blame it on either a Thunderclan cat, or an EE supporter.
Fallenstream is a very muscular tom, towering over most other warriors in both height and muscle. He is an Ebony tom with Azure blue eyes. He has long, soft and silky fur that is always neat. He has a small muzzle and a long tail. He is slightly larger than those weight wise, but it looks like muscle rather than fat.
Fallenstream is a sweet and caring tom, but mostly towards the warriors, apprentices and kits, he's still not entirely sure how he's supposed to feel about he leaders and deputies. His past has completely warped his thoughts on those who lead his clan, on one side he has faith in them and even swore his loyalty to his clan, on the other side he believes that those in power want everything and don't care whatsoever for their clanmates. But due to meeting a new love interest, Honeypool, his views on the world have become slightly brighter, and he has become slightly more understanding towards the higher ups. Although he has mixed feelings about the leaders of his clan he's still incredibly loyal and will do anything to protect his clan. He is also a very generous tom and is often sharing his food, and even his nest, he'll sleep outside if someone needs it more than himself. He's often either by himself trying to make sense of the new world that his love interest has shed light upon, or he's chatting animetley with his clamnates, he finds it incredibly easy to get along with others. Although he is a seemingly confident and kind tom he does get flustered easily when complimented, and when in front of crows finds it incredibly odd to find his words. Now this is not because he gets shy it's because he doesn't plan what he's going to say first, although he is a first class improviser.
Father: Stonehawk [Lilly]
Brothers: Plesantpaw[Empress of Evil]
Shatteredspiral[The Eye Of The Storm]
Love Interests: Honeypool[Lawlipop] Lightstream[Pokecat]
Best Friends: Mistfall[Hexict] Cloudrain[Empress of Evil] Leopardpelt[Starstar]
Friends: Shellfeather[Redhead] Brackenspirit[Pathos] Moonbrook[Candyflosscat]
Enemies: Waterstreak[Nighty] Fireflare[Woly] Darkspirit[Ludicrous Lunacy] Whimbrelpath[Pathos]
Nemesis: Darkspirit[Ludicrous Lunacy]
Former Mentor: Stormblaze[Hexict]
Former Apprentice: Open
Future Apprentice: Coastkit [Zero to Hero]
Fallen: His mother saw him as a fallen ancestor, and it fits his black pelt.
Stream: For his blue eyes
Theme Songs: Human-Rag 'n' Bones
Wild Berry- Devil and the Huntsmen
Everybody wants to rule the world-Tears for Fears
Fire and the Flood-Vance Joy/Fallen x Honey
Extra Information: My first Hr!
Became deputy the 22nd of May
Extra Information: Grey background because you couldn't see his lovely art <3
Other quotes for Fallenstream
"Power is always dangerous. Power attracts the worst, and corrupts the best."-Edward Abby
"Power over other's is a weakness disguised as a strength."-Eckhart Tolle
"If you mention her again, I'll make your death seem like an accident."-
Fallenstream to Fireflare
"The moment I met her, my life changed. Everything I saw, everything I heard, everything I felt, all the scenery around me seemed to take color."-
"Nearly all men can stand adversity, but if you want to test a mans character, give him power."-Abraham Lincoln
Thoughts based off Roleplays
Magpiecall: Loves||Proud of|| Wishes to see strive
Lightstream: Loves|| Misses deeply|| Wishes to see again
Silverpaw: Proud of|| Careful with|| Doesnt want to impurify
Honeypool: Slight crush|| Confused about|| Happy for presence
Waterstreak: Finds annoying||Respects fighting moves|| Regrets killing
Fireflare: Dislikes||Finds annoying||
Gekoleaf: Slightly dislikes|| Believes she could have saved Lightstream
Poems for Fallenstream
Dear God, whoever, whatever, wherever you are- can you see me?
Can you see the terror in my eyes?
This day I wakened gripped in fear.
Can you see me behind the lies?
False is my smile, real is my tear
That trails my cheek the stain remains
The mask each day I don at morn
No soul beholds the blinding pain
For not shall I allow one's scorn
Dear God can you hear me?
My screams are stifled by the sound
Of winds I turn to carry me
Away from dismal strife abound
I turn my back one step to flee
When I speak, my voice not mine
Tis what you wish that you will hear
That life is good and all is fine
Expression when my soul can't bear
Soliloquy for me alone
With words that bring me to my knees
I shake with chill deep to the bone
Despair I pray that no one sees
Dear God, can you feel me?
I know my heart beats within
Yet how I wish that it would cease
Perhaps no longer that I shall sin
And finally gain a sense of peace
I wish to hate you for you have made me
Look how I've grown with this weak shell
Assembled pieces faithlessly
The cracks run deep, dear God, pray tell
Can you see my tears and hear my cries?
Or feel the knife plunged deep within
My heart, my soul, my mind defies
Hope, joy, and love, my harshest sin
Are you there, my God, or no!
Why have you made me thus?
Alas, no one shall know my woe
To will my body back to dust
Tis all my own, this place I made
No one to blame only myself
Goodbye, farewell and so I bade
Sorrow, oh flame! My life engulf!-Marinela Marie
Why do they call crushes crush?
I walk by you and start to blush
You smile at me and I think I died inside
I realize you smiled at her and I start to cry
Meaning of crush is they crush your heart
They mess with your feelings, tear you apart-Allison Wonderland